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Yesterday~
School ended at 1.30pm. Had 3 project meetings. Ended at 6pm. Waited for Rice. Saw HJ. Both waited at canteen for Rice. Finally the staple food came at 6.30pm. We then took bus to Jurong East where we met Randy n Weasel n YP n Nat. Went to eat at the food court n sang 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' to Rice n Weasel screamed in enthusiasm *nearly fainted*
During the trip to JE, ZL called to tell me i forgot to bring back my chem notes, and there's a test the next day (which is today). Kind JY offered to pass me the notes at JE interchange. Met YF and JY there. Thanks guys =)
After eating, we talked a lot. Randy n HJ were sharing some secret openly amongst themselves =X Went to take neoprints afterwards. So funny lar, as usual XD. Might post the pics if YP scans them. We then went to KFC to buy large ice lemon tea n popcorn then shared on the way to the interchange. Before leaving the entertainment centre, we stood in a circle with Rice in the middle and sang 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' to him again, and ran in circles before kneeling to him, lawls.
It was around 10.34pm when i reached home. Was dead beat but had to study for next day's chem test.
Today~
Woke up at 5.55am n realised i was lying on my chem notes. I actually slept before i managed to finish reading the notes... I continued to sleep a few minutes more and got a mini shock when i looked at my own reflection. A panda was staring back at me.
JY/ZL (forgot who) said my eyebags' gotten worse. JY even told me i was very pale during GP. ZL kept asking if i was feeling okay. Duh, NO.
Slept n woke n slept n woke throughout Maths lecture. Felt so uncomfortable. I felt as if my head was about to explode from the pressure within. Thankfully, i felt better enough to take the test. Was more attentive than usual after the test, and managed to keep myself awake for the rest of the lesson. Wow, 1st time in 3 or 4 days man.
Went for Interact after lessons were officially over for the day. Was quite spontaneous and hyper during my time there. 7 people came with me to MINDS. 4 cleaned the classrooms and corridor while the rest went with me to interact with the clients, as usual. Played lego with them. Don't bother to elaborate on what happened afterwards, but i understand more about them now. Maybe this will help me interact with them more effectively.
Sorry for posting such a dull post, but that's how my life is right now.
~You don't always need to fully understand every single detail of an idea before you can get involved with it -- especially now, when any risk-taking on your part is highly favored. Besides, trying to sort through all the details could confuse you, overwhelm you, and give you too many reasons to chicken out. So gather up all of your spontaneous impulses and take that leap of faith! Not only will you land on your feet, you are sure to build your already esteemed reputation.~
[weiwei]
[weiwei]
My version: [Teardrops on my pillow]
He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see,
That I want and I'm needing, everything that we should be,
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about,
And she's got everything that I have to live without =(
He talks to me, I laugh cuz it's so damn funny,
But I can't even see anyone when he's with me,
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night...
He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow,
The only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishin' star,
He's the song in the car I keep singin', don't know why I do...
He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be,
She better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cuz...
He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow,
The only thing that keeps me wishin' on a wishin' star,
He's the song in the loo I keep singin', don't know why I do...
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight...
He's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do...
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough,
And he's all that I need to fall into..
He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see... ='(
[weiwei]
~Minor depression here~
Here's one of the 2 poems i made for him
[THE CRAPPY POEM FOR WESLEY CHUI]
Wesley Chui ar Wesley Chui,
Though many people think u're gay
I just think that u are suay.
Wesley Chui ar Wesley chui,
Your critisism caused much dismay.
But as the years pass one by one
With you around, there was so much fun
I know you are feeling depressed;
It's hard to breathe - like you're compressed.
I seriously urge you to seek advice
The proffessionals aren't bad - just give it a try!
I hope in HK u will meet ppl hu r nice
Like Nat, HJ, Randy, MY, Joan, YP & Rice!
Chui Lili ar Chui Lili,
At times you can be so goofy
There are other times when you were real moody.
So moody, u became so scary
I got so scared i nearly cried, "Mummy!"
Eventually you became crazy..
That's y u r our chui lili!
I know this poem is silly,
But i wrote it just for u, Wesley.
Aargh, now i'm the one who can't breathe properly... ='(
[weiwei]
For our OGLs:
For OG15:
[weiwei]
ORIENTATION CAMP WAS DAMN DAMN FUN LA! I also cried infront of schoolmates for the first time in 10 years.. wow. Anyway, the cheers were cool (lol) yi pa an de neh! The OGLs were so nice and my new friends are great ^^
Sad to say my first week of lessons weren't very interesting. Out of 5 days, i only came twice =X
Eh, blame it on my sore throat n fever okay =P *coughs 3 times before continuining to type*
Dear those who left tags at my board and failed to get a response; i will definitely go see ur blogs when i have the time. Now, i have to rest, staring at the screen is making me dizzy X.X
~Ultra sick person on leave~
PS FREDRICK i told u to get RED ones, not PURPLE >.<
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The top 5 next year: (dunno how to underline)
1. GOD
2. Family
3. Mr. Turtle
4. Education
5. Friends
The top 5 this year:
1. Friends
2. Education
3. Family
4. God
5. Mr. Turtle
This has got to change. I have changed, and i wanna change back to the way it was, the way I was. Nothing's impossible (except flying and a thousand and one other things)
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I just returned from taiwan and i have to say that the place is simply wonderful! The people there are friendly and polite, and the food.. man, the food! The food is... UGH, sooo irresistable!! Woot~
I stayed in a farm and got to drive a buggy. A BUGGY. You know the ones you see at golf courses? Yea, it's the buggy. I must admit that i'm quite pro in driving, wahahahaha X)
Pics will definitely be posted, and i took a few funny vids. I might load them if the process doesn't take up most of my time.
See ya!
~i had a dream. i dreamt that you left me~
[weiwei]
Yesterday~
Woke up late for church again, so just went for the buffet afterwards. Sat with Soar peeps. The food was ok, except for the half raw tuna..
After buffet, went home for a while then went to Bugis to meet Randy and Rice for Enchanted. The movie was good (3 and a half stars). The animation was nice, and it was really funny. Love the chipmunk!
After movie, went to eat Salmon Pepper Lunch (my fave (: ). Wanted to walk around but almost all the shops were closed, so we went to Bugis Village, but didn't really look at the stuff there. Randy wanted to go to Suntec City, but we stopped walking halfway and turned back. Then we went home. What an exciting day.
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Party, patry, patyr! Okay, i wasn't really dancing in this vid, was kinda frustrated by Weasel's violence
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Met Weasel at Clementi at 6.40+pm (aga aga) then went to Ngee Ann Poly together. We hadn't eaten dinner yet so we bought a bun and sandwich to satisfy our hunger. I only took one bite, then had to dance already. HJ, Rice and Randy were also there.
At first, the songs were quite sian. Then we started to get high when the ZOUK DJ came, omg la. I recognised him but forgot his name, lolz. He's good (:
We danced non-stop from 7+pm to 11pm. Woo~ 4hours of non-stop dancing. I have only one word to describe our feelings - SHIOK.
There was blinding lights and smoke, which also blinded us, as we couldn't see anyone else during certain intervals, only vague, flashing sillouettes (spelt correctly?). SO COOL! Met Janah and co. Couldn't really see them, cuz my specs got spoilt so i had to take them off. Then HJ went to get Nat.
Waa, v nice la. I was kinda shocked that it ended so fast. Didn't really feel tired, but now i think i'm experiencing the side-effects of all that vigorous dancing. My back hurts, and i have difficulty breathing. My ears were a bit blocked, but now they feel better.
Man, i'm definitely gonna do that again. *woot*
~Made another new friend, whose name is similar to mine ^^~
While nat and i were waiting for nat's mom (the others took bus), we did one lousy vid of 'Flux!' Then went home. Thanks nat and nat-mom for being so kind as to offer the poor me a free ride home! ^^
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How am i gonna wake up later, i have no idea..
~6:08am and counting~
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Woke up at 11+pm, as usual. Left the house at 2.30pm and went to Tiong to get my clothes and present for Thanksgiving at Nat's house at 7pm.
I ate at KFC (ALL BY MYSELF, BOOHOO =( ). After that, went to try out some clothes. I spent a LONG LONG time there, trying this, picking that. In the end, i could only afford the jeans. Bah. Went to get the prez. I think mine's was the most ex la, all i can say is that it cost more than 10 bucks. Sigh~ there goes my weekly allowance.
Rushed home to write on some pieces of small paper, and in the end, i think i used up 3 or 4 pieces of paper, penning down my thoughts to each and everyone of them. Left home at 6.15pm. Missed the damn bus. Waited for damn long before another one of those bedamned buses came. Bah. Buses.
Norband (can't disclose actual name due to privacy) was there. Yay, i met a new friend. Nat and Weasel went down to pick the rest up and we had some fun, although it wasn't as fun as our previous gatherings. A bit bland, i must admit. Oh yes. The embarrassing moment. I fell.
Weasel and Norband were in Nat's room when the dreadful incident happened. I was about to slide open the toilet door, and i slipped and landed on my tiny lil butt. Poor butt. The rest rushed in to see what produced the loud "BANG!", only to find poor me struggling to get up. At least Weasel and Norband didn't laugh. They were caring enough, asking if i was okay.
We then each took turns to go to the living room to hide our respective prezzies. I spotted 2 when it was my turn to hide mine, hah. Then YP came and after some goofing around (mostly watching HJ and Rice dance), we went to search for the prezzies. Norband got mine, and i got his. So coincidental. I felt quite guilty because i forgot he was coming, so i didn't include him in the paper that i penned my thoughts in. SORRY, NORBAND =(
Then Randy read aloud what i wrote in my paper. There were a few laughs, cuz i made it funny, so they won't feel that sad. They shared their thoughts before Randy read out mine, and Rice wrote a poem for his friends (us lah). How sweet, LOLZ.
Finally, the moment which i've been waiting for.... FOOD!! Mmmm, yummy delicious congee a.k.a porridge awaits me! Nat, Rice and I ate the porridge while the rest ate rice. Lucky Rice didn't eat himself.
Afterwards we scared each other by sharing our nightmares (YP did most of the talking) and talked about other stuff before Randy had to leave. I was still reluctant to leave, so Rice and i decided to stay. We walked the rest outside, and sent grumpy Randy to the MRT.
We did a lot of weird things on our way back to nat's house, with nat's bro. Then we stayed at her balcony and stretched and talked a bit, and went to sit in the living room and talked a bit more, then i had to go home.
CAN'T BELIEVE MY SIS GOT 269. I thought she would get at least 275 la. HAHAHA, was joking about the 275 crap, as long as she got more than 250, i'm happy enough. Good la you, can go to the schl of your choice and learn your fave language. Do us proud!
Tomorrow will be another tiring day. We're gonna partee with the DJs!
~I thought i was supposed to be jealous, but i'm not. In fact, i'm elated~
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Met Randy at my house bus stop, and we went to CJC. It looked just like our school la! Once again, i tooked some photos but i'm unable to load it online cuz this is not my laptop.. I DON'T HAVE MY OWN LAPTOP!! Nevermind, i'll get one next year (:
Their uniform also looks like our own as well.. Sigh. Dunno if i still wanna go there or not..
After that, took bus to Ngee Ann Poly, but missed the stop, so had to take bus back. There was this weird person who sat infront of us, and had warts all over his/her face. There were warts on his/her head as well. No offense but, i think you should see a doctor. Seriously. Then this girl who sat infront of us when we were in another bus vomitted la. UGH. The smell was so unbearable Randy and i went down to sit. It kinda smelt like cheese. Only worse.
Met HJ and Rice there. Ngee Ann was nice! The people there were damn nice as well!! We, or rather, randy, went in to the radio studio while the DJ was playing a Chinese song, and she didn't seem irritated at all. She was very friendly, and kept talking to us and asked us if we had anymore questions. Then, the assistant producer came in. I thought she would be the serious type, but she was great to us as well (: Both of them were so surprised that we came by our own accord la,
"So harworking!" They said.
The assistant producer, Germaine, invited us to come for this party on friday, and said any sec sch student can come. There's also this red camp on wed and thurs which lets you learn more about the various courses offered in the campus. Nice peeps. The staff were friendly and patient to us as well, unlike the CJC one. Ultra impatient la, she.
After touring the school (you gotta visit the library), we went to Clementi for dinner. Ate roti prata at some Indian food place, then chatted and made quite a din, then we went home.
Tired but productive.
Book i'm re-reading: Eldest (2nd book of the Inheritance series)
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We took quite a few pics, but the best part was... FOOD!!
What am i looking at? Food, of course!
What am i thinking about? Food, of course!
What are hj n i looking at? The waitresses serving food, of course!
The ultra happy guys
Those who aren't showing their teeth must have got veggies stuck between them
Do i look murderous? Okayy~ i seriously need to brush up on my acting skills
There's obviously more pics, and you can view some of them at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6n6FJwG_xjQ, thanks to weasel.
I also took pics with other peeps, but unfortunately, i forgot to bring my cam, so it's all stored in their respective cameras. Too bad...
Somebody who sat at the same table as i won prom princess runner-up, but i'm not telling here, u gotta go to that url to see for yourself! Sigh, we all thought she would win 1st prize lor, but Rachel wasn't that bad too. Congrats Rachel! ^^
After the dinner, we went to lau pa sat, only to find it half empty, so we went to visit the merlion (statue la), and i helped take a few pics of them (i wasn't inside! ='( ) Then we went to Fullerton Hotel to rest, and i realised that MY CONTACT LENS' SOLUTION AND CONTAINER WERE ALL AT RANDY'S HOUSE BUT SHE LEFT ALREADY SO I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO FLUSH IT DOWN THE TOILET BOWL, EVEN THOUGH I COULD USE IT FOR 1 MONTH. I know what you're thinking, and i have to admit that i'm a stupid, lousy planner.
Took out 15 PINS AND 4 CLIPS from my hair, and took a pic of it at the sink, but unfortunately i used my hp to do that, and i'm lazy to load it to the com. Anyway, show for wad, only invite more unwanted guffaws..
MY SPECS WAS ALSO AT RANDY'S HOUSE, so the next day, when i woke up at 7.30am(i slept at 3am), i treaded towards the bus stop carefully, like a blind bat, except that i don't have ultrasound or wadever bats use to detect obstacles. Randy came to my bus stop (fortunately), and we arrived in schl 1 hour late. Like i give a sh*t.
Supposed to go to celebrate KT's belated b'dae sleepover, but something, or rather, SOMEONE prevented me from doing so. I'm SOSOSOSOSOSOSO X100 SORRY. I really am.
Went to Randy's house with HJ and Moodiemoomoo after the breifing, and watched Honey, and slept for 5 mins during the show.
Blah, dun feel like typing anymore. I've got a long day ahead of me tomorrow, so, bye for now!
~There are some moments which aren't meant to be forgotten, so treasure them while you can~
[weiwei]
We spent years together, but you didn't know
We talked on the phone for hours, but you didn't know
We laughed so much together, but you didn't know
I seemed ignorant to you, so you'll never know
I hardly looked at you, so you'll never know
I talked to everyone but you, so you'll never know
But i know
I know! It's my bad
I shouldn't have kept it from you
All these years, i've been behind you
You hardly knew, you hardly knew
Feelings are complicated
But it's true, it is true
We could've have kept it going
Till someone came and stopped it flowing
That person came and stopped you from knowing
She said things that were'nt true
That broke my heart, and no one knew
No one knew what i had for you
Then what you did shattered me
From within, battered me
Why did you?
How could you?
For a while, i thought you knew.
When you heard it
You thought it was true
So you went ahead
And made me blue
Why did you?
How could you?
You went ahead
And made me blue...
~Haha, i know it's sucky. But it was worth the effort!~
[weiwei]
STEFANIE SUN!! WOO!! She my idol can?? But i was quite shocked cuz she looked so tiny! My mom noticed her first.
"咦，那个人在你后面长得像孙燕资"(i think the zi is wrong)
I whipped my head around and saw this person's side view, with the curved nose. *gasp* it really is her! I whipped my head back to my mom n stared at her with wide, bulging eyes... Okay, small, opened eyes.
"可能那个是她的姐姐" my mom replied, then she continued looking at the dresses. We were at TOPSHOP. I was convinced that she was definitely stefanie sun. To prove that, i looked at her again. This time, i saw her face.
"YES, YES IT'S HER LA!!! OOMIGOOSH OOMIGOOSH" I quickly called randy and randy said she n hj were on their way. While waiting for them impatiently, i took many quick glances at her. "Please, please don't leave so soon..!"
Alas, it was not to be. [Pauses to watch tv] Oh, where was i? O yea, she left before hj and randy arrived. Pity i didn't have the courage to ask her for an autograph. Pity i didn't have the brains to snap a picture of her. Pity they arrived late so i had no prrof of her being there. But she was there, and i won't be so 无聊 as to spend more than half of the column talking about this.
Ah yes, a description of what she looked like on that day; she didn't have much make up on; i think she didn't have any on at all. She looked kinda pale. She looked smaller in real life. The back of her short hair was uncombed. Maybe it's a new style, but it looked messy. Yep, that's a rough description, since i only took quick glances at her.
I bought a dress, and it's black. I bet your's is black too. Well, almost all the peeps i've asked are wearing black on That Day. But the dress wasn't bought in topshop. heh. I also bought accessories. I'VE NOT BOUGHT MY SHOES YET!!! Damn.
Soo, after all the shopping and window shopping, i went to nat's house. Randy, hj, rice and weasel were there. YP arrived after me. I ogled (or oogled) and cooed at Doughnut for awhile, and we went to her room to record some songs and take some nasty videos. It was pot luck, so each of us brought a dish to her house for dinner. Dinner was okay. I ate 2 bowls of rice and finished faster than all of them, as usual.
We stayed there till 10:30pm. It was exhausting and my left shoulder ached when we reached home. I might post the vids we took, if weasel manages to get it loaded, that is.
I seriously need to get my shoes and contacts by today. Man, i think i'll look like a panda with baggy eyebags tomorrow... STRESSED!
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It's good to be back!
I know, I know, my last post was like, a few months ago?! Some more it was some random post about music... Haiyo, like so long never post liao, i feel like a stranger to my own blog..
Anyhoo~
Yesterday was a tiring day. Woke up at 6.37am for who knows what and studied for 1hr plus till sian. Then slacked around till 10plus, when something drove my mom mad. Yes, it's our friendly weekly kill-the-mosquitos excercise(can't believe i still can't spell this word o.0).
Surprisingly, the gas or smoke or cloud or wadever the foul-smelling thing was, somehow or anothermanaged to squeeze itself through the gaps of our garbage chute, and diffuse into my sweet-smelling house. Stupid thing. My mom had to stop cooking halfway, cuz the chute was located in our kitchen la. Then she got so angry she... walked around the house with a cloth to her mouth. Scary.
Soo, in the end, i was forced inevitably to go downstairs to scavange(got such a word?) for my own food. Lucky me.
"十二点了！你还在干麻？快点走啦！" My mommy screeched, just when the food tasted better.
Sigh~ i left my drink to vapourise then rushed to the bus stop.
"Omgomg i'm late!" I trembled with fright. Sweat oozed out from my skin as i waited for the stupid bus. My vision was a blur as the foreboding thought of me arriving late for the exam sank deeper into my brain... Okay, i made this whole paragraph up.
When i reached the school, i was surprised to find only 4/1 guys sitting at the foyer. Where were the others? I looked at my phone n thought for a while. The day's events made me a lil slow-minded.
"Oh, ya hor. It starts at 2." And i reached at 1. Hah.
Dun really wanna elaborate about the exams. All i can say was that it was fairly easy, and i laughed at some foolish questions. Hah, foolish! No la, didn't la, but was happy with how easy both P1s were.
After phys, lingered in school with HJ and MY for awhile and found out that OUR GRAD NITE'S THEME IS RETRO , like i care. Lucky i've not bought my dress yet.
Met Rice at clementi then went to Bugis to meet Weasel and Randy. Nat popped in when we were eating. Well, she popped in when i was buying my drink. Salmon pepper lunch was great! I wish they'd give more though..
We were supposed to watch The Game Plan, but apparently, it wasn't planned to be in Shaw. So i went to shop for cosmetics. After that, Rice went to find his stuff, and we went home at 9.30+pm.
Rushed home to watch Heroes. I like Hiro, the Hero. There were some gross scenes, like the one with the dead person in the bunk, and another with a man pinned to the wall with multiple daggers on his body. Sick.
Damn, i'm supposed to meet Randy and HJ, and i'm late already.
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JoJo's version of Big Girls' Don't Cry (better than Sean Kingston's, in my opinion.)
Remix of Big Girls' Don't Cry (No.1 in US charts for 6 or 8 wks, can't rmb) feat. Sean Kingston!
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Shocking. To think that i stayed up till 7am to try to solve it. It's lying beside me now, still in a mess. But... I WON'T GIVE UP! I've not referred to any guides yet, and i wanna solve it all by myself. Ha! The reason why i suddenly decided to solve this 'magic cube' is to strenghten my rotten brain. I can even smell the stench right now. Terrible, i tell you.
Yestderday~
Was Mei Yu's b'dae! HAPPY B'DAE CUZ! Hope you 快高长大! ^^ Man, i sound like some auntie..
It was fun, what with BBQ in Ah Ma's garden and all. Didn't know my dad could actually start a fire without my help =X
Overall, it was great fun, although i smelled strongly of burnt coal. (Does burnt coal have a smell?) We should limit the frequency of having BBQs as it harms the environment, i think. Is the burning of coal called cracking? Sighhh i really need a mental workout.
Current mission: To solve Rubik's cube before tomorrow, and i'm left with 1 hour to solve it on my own. Great.
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I know my blog's dead, but still, thought of sharing something funny to you peeps out there;
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"我不要再为自己而活，只要单单来敬拜你...." Dunno if i made any spelling errors, but this song is really very meaningful.
After church, my family went with ZP's family to eat at Han's. I sat in ZP's parents' car. It was so funny along the way there, cuz the navigator kept misleading us.
"Turn right after 200m." After 200m, "Turn right now." ZP and I snorted. If we turned right, we would crash into the tree. ZP's mom was so funny. She said she would follow the navigator's directions on the way back and see where they would land in. Hope they're ok...
Ate pasta, as always. Wasn't very fabulous. Dad said some hilarious stuff about ZL's CCA. Apparently, ZL's dad wants to find a maths tutor for ZL. However, his CCA's taking up much of his time. So dad told ZL's dad to go and puncture some holes in ZL's canoeing boat, eviiil =.=
I don't understand how my dad can cope with all the stress. Maybe it isn't stressful to him, but working 24/7 and preaching EVERY SINGLE WEEK (i'm not exaggerating) isn't healthy. He spends his free time (at night) watching boring night TV shows, and if he's lucky, he would meet up with a few friends.... This is life???
Gtg eat my ice cream. Watching my aunt's concert later. Can't wait!
~To W: you are the most immature sec 4 i've ever seen. Grow up.~
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| Your Lucky Underwear is Yellow |
 You're an extremely happy, laid back, fun soul. And your lucky yellow underwear can help you get even more out of life. In life, you rather play than work. You're apt to quit any task that doesn't nourish your creativity and inner child. Sometimes your drive for freedom hinders your quality of life. You find it impossible to do anything unpleasant. If you want to have responsibilities and still have fun, put on your yellow underpants. They'll help you make a party out of the most mundane tasks. |
I can't believe it's so accurate! I'm not saying that i believe in these nonsensical quiz thingies, but it's all for fun eh?
P.S i might be wearing yellow panties tomorrow, if i'm lucky
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Yaya, i've not bought the book yet. But so wad? This idiot on youtube said that Hermione and Ron will die, and they will give birth to 2 kids. How can they die and still give birth to kids la wtf. I will definitely buy the book, but not at the mo.
Gonna watch the Order of the Phoenix later. Maybe blogging about it. But from what i've heard, the movie isn't as good as its predecessor, so don't get your hopes too high. I might bring a mini pillow along, just in case.
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| Your Depression Level: 68% |
 You seem to have moderate depression. Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life. You would benefit greatly from professional help. |
We had racial harmony day on Friday, and I wore this green punjabi costume, which didn't suit me at all, but it's all in the name of being a sport, eh?
Actually, i brought my Sikkim costume, but being the great friend that i am, i lent it to MW. HJ n YP said i should've worn it. *pauses for a few secs* Sry, i really dunno what to say, because that day wasn't very memorable, apart from the performance, which was rather funny, and the students acted well.
The whole bunch of us went to Orchard in our costumes, except Lily Chui. We took a few pics, but i haven't asked Lily to send them to me yet. LILY CHUI, SEND THOSE PICS TO ME!
I regretted going out with them cuz i only had a pathetic 3 bucks with me at that time..!! Diao. Plus i didn't wanna borrow any money from them, it just felt so wrong. They were kind, especially Reni, who insisted that she payed for me. NO WAY am i gonna let someone pay for me, never. Sooo when they were taking neoprints, i just stood at the corner. I mean, there's so many of us la. Even if i really had the mood, my face would still be blocked by them. So what's the point? Rosanne found out, but what's the use? It made me even more sad.. guilty, more like. I think i ruined their mood a lil bit. Sorry. But you can't help it when you're poor.
Afterwards, Lily told me that my face looked ghostly, with semi dark circles. He thought i put make up to make me look so sick. I mean, PLEASE la. Reni confirmed my pathetic appearance. I felt even more worse. They wanted to eat buffet at Sakae, which i obviously could not afford. Of course, some wanted to lend me money. In the end, HJ Royce Lily and I went to find an alternative. Milo arrived just when we were about to part. Lily couldn't stand the hunger so he went back to Sakae to join them. In the end, us 3 went to eat at the food court. I tried to be cheerful, i really did, but i couldn't. I just felt more and more gloomy. I could tell that HJ and Royce were trying to make me smile and stuff, but even my smile was fakely obvious. I tried to think of something to say, but nothing came out of my mouth. So i continued to eat my lousy chicken macaroni (it cost 3 bucks), while they talked. Then i realized i was gonna be late for tuition. I called my mom to postpone the tuition earlier on, but she said he's coming at 5pm.
Nice as they are, HJ and Royce accompanied me all the way to Paragon, then to somewhere else, and then to the taxi stand. By then, my guilt had reached its max. I could swear that my face was as black as ever. I told them repeatedly to go back, but they wouldn't. The queue was so f*cking long, my mom called a few times, asking me how many people were left in front of me. In the end, those 2 cheered me up a bit by doing something embarrasing to me. Thanks guys *produces a virtual weak smile*.
When i arrived home (mom paid for the taxi fare), i was 1 hour late for tuition. The f*king tuition teacher didn't even finish going through the MCQ questions, and left exactly an hour later. Which means he got an extra 1 hour of tuition fees by just sitting there and doing nothing. Shit you.
I know this is a dull post, but the pics will come, eventually. I just can't think of where to put the exclamation marks.
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| You Are 42% Evil |
 You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. |
Yaya, wadeverrr
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(Michelle took these)
At Prasana's house
After that, we went to Jurong East to eat and talk about ghosts. I'm sorry to say that i do not believe that ghosts exist.
Some random pics i found stored in the cam
My doggie!
My piggie!
My pathetic plants!
Me!
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Has the thought of suicide ever crossed your mind? It did to many of my friends. Luckily i'm not the only one. Okay, thinking of it is one thing, but have you ever TRIED to do it? If you've not, DON'T. It doesn't feel good, nor does it subside the pain that you think is slowly killing you. WHY AM I SAYING ALL THIS??? Stop it, Joan. You're freaking them out.
Damn it, forgot the password for the wizlearn thingy. I submitted my email address, requesting for the retrieval of my password, but it seems like they're using snail mail to reply. How am i going to submit the eng essay, which i haven't even started on?
Just spoke to Lily Chui on the phone. Realised that everyone except me are working damn hard, now that o lvls are just around the corner. "Okay, i'm gonna start working after i bathe." I always say that to myself. But it never worked. Well, not exactly never lah, but seldom. Stupid TV. Why must that PERSON turn on the TV for almost 24/7? WHY must the stupid radio be beside me when i'm about to study? WHY must i recieve an sms when i'm studying? All these whys lead to nowhere, because i'm supposed to be blaming myself, but i chose to put the blame on others. Bad attitude joan, very bad.
It's time to change for the better.
~I'm losing my faith in you. Please help me gain it back.~
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Toodei....
Went to Sandy's house to do work. Wasn't really productive, but i actually managed to complete 5 compre questions and half of an amaths question. Well, in the morning i did phys paper one, so i'm not extremely ashamed of myself, i just have to face to meet anyone else. Gosh, can't believe i'm actually saying this out!
The fault lies with Bony. Or Bonnie. Forgot the name, sorry! Bony's Sandy's dog. He's 8 years old, and his right eye is blind. I think it's due to cataract, cuz you can see the cloudy substance fogging his vision. Kinda looks like white ppt. He SO hyper la, i tell you. Keeps jumping whenever someone goes to the kitchen. Must be longing for food. I nearly wanted to give him some, but Sandy stopped me, "Why you so soft-hearted wan?" Ok, i am soft-hearted. Sorry lar! He's so adorable lor. His pic is on my phone's wallpaper ~grins~ He kept following me, and licking my fingers. He still put his paw on my arm!!! Awwww.
I ended up playing on her organ. Urgh, distractions. Realised that it was 7:30, so we went to Mac to eat. You CANNOT believe this- we actually ordered 24 mcnuggets. TWENTY FOUR. And, guess what. I ate 12. PLUS the entire LARGE fries AND a regular coke. That's enough to make a normal person vomit. But, i happen to be a freak, so it's normal for me. Sandy, on the other hand, could only endure 8 nuggets. She hardly even touched her upsized coke, much less her MEDIUM fries. Tsktsk. I should be as fat as an elephant lor. WHY am i blessed with ultra super duper high metabolism? WHY??? In the end, she had to da bao the remains of her food home. She was so amazed by my 'power' to devour all the food, she called Nat when i was eating my 8th last piece of fries.
Life is so unfair.
~Dear God, please make me be as fat as the 100 pound beauty. Seriously.~
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I kept dozing off during Rev Wu's sermon, but i know what's going on kay! I wasn't fully asleep then, but my sitting posture was real awkward. My lower spine already hurts from the standing board/broad jump, and that weird sitting position made it worse. I can't even bend down properly! Age is getting the better of me...
Went to BHG, which was once known as Seiyu, to shop for clothes. Was so damn friggin tired la. Still have to walk to Fu Lu Shou complex and walk back, for nothing. In the end, mom bought more clothes than me cuz i was too tired to try any more, and i've decided to save money. Way to go, joan!
Dashed to my bed when we FINALLY reached home. Ahhh~ bed sweet bed. After typing this, i'll have to face reality and get my homework done! Sigh, life...
~To the left, to the left~
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2hrs of sleep... jiayou.
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It's 1:13am and i'm still doing my higher chinese holiday homework. SIAN.... I feel like answering the questions in 1 sentence but Cai Lao Shi gave us so many lines it feels bad to leave so much space behind. So I have 2 choices to make; either waste my ink, or more ink cuz i'll have to do corrections anyway.
~tired~
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Yet another friday has come, and i STILL have loads of unfinished hw. Mrs Cheong's sure gonna send me for the stupid detention thingy lar. I do lack self-discipline..
In the morn, Lily Chui told me that he just created a blog. Erm, congrats? He was SO enthusiastic about it. It's as if he won an award for successfully creating a blog. Well done. Hurray. Woopee. And he doesn't know how to link people.
"How do I add you ar? Issit click something? Like friendster?" Erm, no. It's really tough to explain it to you in words, so i have to show it to you via the com. After o lvls? Lol..
After school went with the usuals to eat at the Japanese food place in central. I think it's called Sumo. Sianzz. I've been going there for almost 2 years already, and I hate the place. H-A-T-E. Can't really say why though, if not they'll sure me for defaming them. BLEAHHS. Ugh, i really HATE their lousy attitude and service with hardly any quality in it. Pathetic, really. Ok, I must admit that the scallops are nice, but they kinda cheat us by excluding GST on the menu. I get fooled almost everytime.
Yes, there is free-flowing green tea, but what's a good meal without quality service? Ok, you can consider their food to be relatively cheap, which explains the reason for their bad service, but how can you possibly eat in peace when most of the staff are staring at our table?? OMG. I just remembered. I left my bubble tea in their fridge! Haiya, wadever la. They can drink it. If you wanna see how bad they are, please feel free to eat there.
~You can't sue me cuz i advertised for you =P~
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I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
~Spending half an hour to do 3 friggin questions isn't a good sign~
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"Describe the structure of a transformer." Errr, it exists in the shape of a square.. with coils coiled around both sides?? It's not even stated in the websites she provided lar! Lazy take out textbook =P
I don't dare look at the PILE (and i mean it) on my table. Looks more like a mini little hill. Lol, mini little. Sigh. Back to school feelings never rock.
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